Wednesday, 24 February 2010

Friday, 12 February 2010

  • Currently
    Only by the Night
    By Kings of Leon
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    A.

    As empty as empty can be. 

    It ain't even sinking. It's just empty.

    We all die alone anyway, so what is the difference exactly?

    I'm getting rather lethargic and skeptical.

    Temporary sources of comfort, fake. I need to put an end to all these shit. Yes, I need to.

    I don't need anymore Jokes.

Wednesday, 10 February 2010

  • Currently
    Use Somebody
    By Kings of Leon
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    Turn it inside out so I can see
    The part of you that's drifting over me
    And when I wake you're
    You're never there
    And when I sleep you're
    You're everywhere
    You're everywhere


    I'd like to skip this coming sunday and the month of march. I'm still finding for the courage somewhere somehow to just bury everything, I'm doing better now.. somehow. I've had enough of looking at those fucking facebook profiles. Trying so hard to pretend that I've never been better, trying to be so fine. 
    I shouldn't associate myself with that particular letter anymore. It has been tested and proven, way too many times. 

    Euphoric fun some time last week, old habits die hard!

    I'm feeling rather oldddd, no party mood. Just totally chilling, waiting. For what exactly, I do not know. 
    Peeeektures, like finally!'


    Long time ago...
    Now tell me, was I that fat?!

    iPhone day! First photo taken(thus my cranky but new phone)
      
    OKAY NUFF SAID. NEXT. HAHAHA.

    Supperclub that day... Which day?
    Lydia, forever sexy one!

    Mimolette.
    I fucking miss!

    Oldddd.

    I like thisssss hair.



    Rock Bar FTW
    With some crazy kid who shaved that part of her head. Wait wait, kelvin's worse!
    Then again, I'm so tempted to shave some hair too, on the head.

    Finally.
    PRO, NOT. HAHA.

    Barely visible highlights..

    I am so going to change my hair, before my birthday!

Friday, 05 February 2010

  • BIRD AND BALLS. FEELING THE LOVE YET, BITCHES?!

    You made my day, dead duck <3 <3 :)

    [ I know you're reading this too, cb now wanna play last name and all... Bellamy is it!]

    I do agree that those months apart did us some good, well actually alot of good. We've toned down pretty much haha. I'm still feeling guilty now especially after hearing what you said/felt. I think there's a reason for the word 'past', let everything rest and fuck those bullshit/people? I'm still sorry and I still regret but...

    The MAIN thing issss. HI DARLING! Yes admit that you're smiling now 'cause I am toooo. Ogheyyy I sounded so gayz but... IT'S OGHEY :D lol.

    Went to get iPhone yesterday with my new/old/not cute/vibez darling! Am so happy now but the fucking battery lasts as long as a quickie :s

    Anyway the management of Starhub at Amk Hub should probably replace their bloody staff. Knowledge of products: FUCKED UP. Attitude: FUCKED UP.

    2 of the staff by the way. The only 2 that day. Lol.

    Who the fuck would serve their customers while sitting down with their hands in their pockets + answering questions with ONE standard answer which is: " I don't know."?

    Both of them were equally rude, monotonous and not at all keen to serve us.

    I think YOUR own grandmother would do better. Thus, we went to Singtel to get our iPhones instead. The service was excellent and the staff whom served us can whoop the asses of those two ahem... anytime dude, anytime. 

    I am dead beat. Kinda fascinated by my new toy, okay fine I know it's like the norm now but it's my new toy can?!

    We are so going to yak for eons, soon. AGAIN =.=" LOL. BEAN'S, WE NEED.. Oh yeah, that waiter @ Bean's asked about you a few months back and I actually said I'm not sure I haven't been seeing you... :X HAHAHA. Feeling the sadness, YET? Not anymore though, heehee.

    I am dead beat. I wonder if I can wake up at 11am to meet kc and frances ella at tampines.

    HAHAHA.

    Please don't try my temper, seriously. Who in the blue hell do you THINK you are, go back to your boring shithole and leave us alone. Don't try to start a fire, you'd end up burning yourself even before you get to light up yeah.

    I've kept my temper under control, so far. I do not want to flare up.

Wednesday, 03 February 2010

  • Thought I was dreaming when I received that phonecall in the afternoon. FEW MORE HOURS TO GO!!!!

    Learnt another new move today. The simple flat behind the back, but it means so much to me! Hehe, mastered it within half an hour :P I still can't fucking stall though :( at least the bottle stays on the back of my hand nowadays eh instead of hitting it so.... YA. I've got so many bruisesssss. 

    OFF DAY tomorrow. I am elated to the max. Going to meet my long lost darling :) MAD EXCITED.

    Oghayyyy I need to get my fucking boots (doc marts or not). 

    I'm rather sick of people asking me "eh your side need ppl or not?" Don't try to take a free ride on "fame" itself yeah. Haha. What goes around comes around. None of you were nice so what do you guys expect nowwww? You don't come asking me.. I'd tell you if I think you're trustworthy enough to be introduced. One last thing.. I'm still alive and kicking so do come forward and talk to me(if you really are so fucking interested in my life) instead of asking other people about me. There is a difference between being concerned and plain nosy... I wouldn't start a conversation with "Hey, your side hiring?" 'cause if I were you.. I'd be expecting a "Yeah but not you." Kpos and buey kans all around. Do me a favour, Go Fuck Yourselves.

    1btl1tin GOOOO. 2 weeks.


Tuesday, 26 January 2010

Friday, 22 January 2010

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

  • Currently
    Hysteria
    By Muse
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    How can we win when fools can be kings?

    The soft bed and those marshmallow like pillows ... <3!

    "Nice place but why the fuck am I staying in my own work place?!" Ironic, much.

    I had only 10 hours of sleep for the past two days.. -.- and I was supposed to check in to Hard Rock(again)/Festive(lydia is so fucking obsessed with the loft bed(s) LOL KIDDY!) tonight but tio pangseh LEH.

    My body is aching like mad! -.-

    Fuck Feb, I can't wait for March(It's quite lame for V-day to clash with CNY anyway)..
    Then again, it's gonna be so different this year.. Too different.

    The first letter would never fail to surprise me, this is utter bullshit. I am not in any way going to accept this. Z.


    I'm going to sleep for 12 hours starting from now and I shall attempt to play the bassline of Hysteria by Muse(Hello Gubby, I shall see you SOON haha) Sad, can't make it to their concert. FUCKING SAD... 

    What the fuck, Gab(Gubby is derived from Gabby + Buddy) is talking to me about going for Thaipusam to get piercings. I don't know what's wrong with him, then again nothing was ever right. Shut up about my hair already you knn.
     
    Speaking of which I'm still very much tempted to get my vertical labret. 

    Sorry Pea, didn't mean to cancel out on you last night :/ 

    Okay I'm going to grab my zzz's. 

    It's the Grand Opening tomorrow! FINALLY BABY, FINALLY.

Monday, 18 January 2010

  • SUCH ATROCITY FROM AN EGOISTIC MOTHERFUCKER.

    I'm so sorry.. 

    YOU happened to mess with the wrong girl :)

    You wanna play attitude with me?! Take a step back, suck on a pacifier and drink some milk from your mother please. Watch the fucking show that's coming for you. I've got my own attitude and I don't need yours. You don't even have the fucking right to throw your temper and attitude towards me in the first place, what a joke for someone your age to behave in this manner.. You're an utter disgrace to all the 26 year olds out there, and I am pretty FUCKING SURE that you wouldn't want me to reveal your identity, OR WOULD YOU?

    I'd think twice if I were you 'cause you do know what instigated THIS.  

    Oh and.. I do have quite alot of contacts/connections, unlike you :) In short.. It'd be rather easy for me to tarnish your already fucked up reputation, anywhere and everywhere. I'll give you a few slaps later. No worries though, the slaps are free.

    Pardon me for being cocky, just for you ;)

    It was about the money but now, it's all about MY PRIDE.

Sunday, 17 January 2010

  • Trashy.

    I've been getting too many of them days. Them 'okay here comes shit, now take it' days. 

    2010 IS getting better and I am still fucking swearing by that sentence. Perseverance, is what I am barely clinging on to. I'm on par with the pact that I've made with myself: Concentrate on work, anything and everything else can just fuck off(I must say that however, this is very much an irony..). My definition of life now is pretty darn straightfoward. I'M GONNA SET MY SHIT STRAIGHT, and I'll do it by myself 'cause I've came to realise that external factors ARE afterall external.


    On another note....
    This complication can't get any sweeter and the days are drawing nearer. This picture of nonchalance that I've painted before you is but a mask, and that's all you're gonna get. I can't afford to fall apart, all over again. I sound like an emo kid now and I fucking know but I can't help it and no, I'm not suicidal, neither am I on the verge of depression. 

    LOVE I almost forgot how to spell that emotion.. I've forgotten what is it like and I don't wish to be reminded.

    A simple life for now, please.

    I've been getting alot of weird comments lately btw, so much so that I'm beginning to doubt my own nationality.

    No.. I am not a Japanese(tyvm for the compliment though), neither am I a Korean and definitely not an Indonesian Chinese!!

    Here's the epic one thought..

    YOU'RE SO CHILDISH.

    Hahaha, okay that was old and not new at all.. 'cause I've not been hearing that for so many damn fucking years. 

    Me keeping quiet = you being not worthy of a argument.


    Okay I am going to sleep now and I hope that bitters bloody was a one off incident! Horrid, very! FGASP.

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